Ramblings of a modern society

On being requested by a friend to read his blog, i discovered that i too owned a blog. A long forgotten initiative which i had planned to start to hone my abilities as a writer.
The discovery made me think about why i forgot about this sanctimonious space. Was it because i was busy with college .. naah who the heck studies in college. Was it coz of my hectic social life ... naah i rarely move out . My programmin .. again naah coz i have been keeping that ability under developed as of now .... other projects nope ..... Nothin seemed to justify my procrastination.
But then again apart from being busy maybe it was coz i would be judged according to wat i write. If i write about my feelings i may offend some ppl coz afterall the mind is a grey area where at times one has negative feelings about their loved ones as well. Also the creativity aspect which i convinced myself years ago that i lacked.
The conclusion though may be a mix of my complete thought process , the society we live in now instills the fear of being watched and judged to such an extent that we at times build a cocoon around ourselves. Blogging i have been told helps one to break away from the shackles. So here i am rambling away trying to detach myself from the judging and the watching and putting myself out there .. this is after all the ramblings of a modern society ....